Kelas baru !!!

gw skrng udh 3 smp , ga krsaa bget , prsaan baru kmren gw di mos ><

kelas diacak2 :( padahal udh pw bget ma 8b TT

knp hrus diacak2 seh ! =='

yaa , mw gmna lgi deh , ga bsa ngp2n jg , just enjoy it!

hri ini mlai ngemos anak2 yg bru msuk smp , seru jg sih , ngrsain gmna ngemos orang

dulu gw di mos , skrng gw yg mos , rasanya seneng aja , bisa bales dendam ! ahhaha

klo inget2 pas di mos dlu , serem jg , wakwkkaw , jdi ga tegaan bwt ngerjain anak2 yg bru msuk smp , ahhaa

tpi mosny kurang seru , tpi gpp , yg pntng gw ngrsain bisa ngemos, 

orang , ngerjain orang , wakakaka ,

anak2ny pada ga bisa dibilangin , sdkit makan ati sih , wakawkwak ,

tpi gpp , seru . ahaha

ga pgen mos cpet2 slse , btr lgi bakal bljar kea biasa lgi

udh klas 3 , mkin brat =='

ntr bakal ada uan , pm , uk , haiiahh , moga gw kuat deh :)

Miss you friend ..

I miss you.

I miss the words you used to say. I miss the way you used to greet me in the hallways with that smile, and I would just blush and walk away.

I miss the texts you used to send me, making me smile, and making my life a little bit more happier.

You knew everything about me. It was just so easy to tell you everything, without getting judged.

I miss the nicknames, the sayings we had, and all the small little things you would do.

You always made me laugh, smile, and love you even more. You always knew when i was mad, upset or sad, and were always there.

I miss the advice. I could talk to you about anything, anywhere, anytime. We were so close.

I miss hanging out with you. I even miss the small things I used to hate about you.

You told me you would never leave, we would always be bestfriends, and that you could never replace me.
.. yeah well, you lied.

Hari yang sangath melelahkan ..

hai2..wkwkwk..Gw mw nge blog lagi nih .. sekarang buat keisengan n ketidakada kerjaannyha gw aja .. ahhaha ..

gw mw bercerita tentang hari yang sangath melelahkan ini .. hahaha ..

yuyuu...!

hari ini .. gw berencana maen futsal sama temen2 gw .. niatnya isenk doank,ngisi waktu aja .. hahahaa

maen jg sesama tmn n bcnda2 ga jlas ..

jem 12an gw ngmpul di dm ma tmn2 gw .. ada jg yg lgsung futsal, ma tmnnya...

smpe d dm gw mlah sharing ma tmn gw ma muter2 ga jlas .. but gw enjoy bgt sharing ma dy .. ahhaha

ngurangin beban aja ... hmm ....

dari dm gw lgsung caoo ke futsall .. di futsal udh ada tmen2 gw .. dsna jg ada 3 tmn gw yg bru dteng jg ..  .

akhirnya krna ga ada org bwat maen lgi .. n mrka jg mw maen mrka ikut maen dhee ..

permainan dimulai .. gw udh berlari sana sini .. kea semut ngejer makanan .. ahhaha .. sbnernya gw jg suka bingung .. ada aja ya orang rame2 ngjer bola kcil yg 1 bji doank .. wkkww .. blom stgh jem gw udh ngos2an .. ahhaha .. tapi krna sru aja gw lnjutin mpe kringet ngcur kea org mandi blom di lap bdannya .. wkwkwk ..! blom sjem gw udh angkat tangan .. ahahha .. dha capek brat,bju ktor n dan lain lainnya ..

hahaha .. n dri futsal,trs diajak nongkrong ma tmn .. byar futsal trs lgsung jalan ksna ..  dsna gw ga msen macem2 .. berhubung gw cape n ga pgen ap2,n duit gw yg pas2an .. gw cma msen aer putih .. kwkwkw..!

tmn gw minjem mtor gw,trs dy nyusul k sni,ehhh dy blg mtor gw bannya pcah .. gw lgsung syok brat..! wkwkwk .. gw udh tkut ga bsa plg .. tapi ada yg berbaik hati nganterin gw plg buat ambil duit,gw ambil duit ma dy ,trs gw nambal ditemenin tmen gw .. smpe dsna ehh..pcahnya udh dlem bgt..mlah udh prah .. n akhirnya bkin kerjaan lagi ..gw hrus minjem duit tmn bwat byar gnti bannya ... ckckkc...duit gw bwa pas2an dri rmh .. abis nambal ban gw blik lagi k rmh ambil duit .. dtmenin ma tmn gw .. dy bwa mtor bkin gw tmbah stres ma hari gw yg udh stres...cckckc...gw jg lari2 seharian cuma gra2 ngjer wktu .. kckckc ..bkn wktu yg ngjer gw mlah gw yg ngjer wktu .. n akhirnya gw smpe lgi k cafe,untung tmn gw blom pergi .. jdi gw smpet byar utang gw .. hahhaa ... dari cafe pda ke lpgn bsket,gw udh ga mw ikt,tpi gw brhsil dbjuk oleh anak gila yg boncengin gw ,bwat gw stres..ckckck..dsna ga lama jg ... bntran doank .. trs pda balik . tadinya gw mw balik cuma diajak kliling2 .. gw nganter tmn k futsal trs jalan2 lgi ..

smpe rmh udh brsa banget capeknya .. apalagi di kaki ... lari2 trs,tangga gw loncatin sembarangan,kgk pdli apa2 lgi yg gw tw cma lari dan lari ,,, dha kea dikjer harimau dri blkang .. pulang gw lgsung mandi,duduk bntr lgsung ktdrn .. skrng gw bru bgun n nulis blok ini smbil stengah melek .. hahaha ..

mungkin gw mw cucii muka trs bkal ga bisa tdr .. hmm .. udah dlu smpe sini critanya aj .. hahaha..

thaa,,,!!

Liburan datang lagii .. !!

Well .. akhirnya liburan dateng lagii .. gw seneng aj ga ada perlajaran yg gw makan tiap

5 hari dlam sminggu ..wkwkw..!!

gw jg ga perlu ngeles , skolah k2 gw .. tpii pastinya lebih santai karna gw dsana lebih

sering maennya dri pda bljarnya ..wkwkwk...

tapi keanya liburan bakal membosankan .. hahaha .. stiap skolah gw pgen bget libur ..

ga tahan ma pelajaran2 yang bkin gw stres..!!

giliran udh libur gw ga tw mw ngpn d rmh n gw pgen skolah .. krna hmpir hari2 gw diisi dskolah

ahahaha..

gw udh mlai merencanakan mw ngpn aja gw nti liburan sminggu ini .. tpii mpe skrng gw ga tw

gw mw ngpn liburan nanti .. mungkin gw bkal ngluyur sepanjang hari ..

ataw gw dgn baik hatinya membantu nykp gw d rmh .. ataw gw duduk di komputer

seharian mpe bkong pnas , mata siwer .. hmm ...

ataw tidur makan tidur makan n berharap berat bdan gw naek pas masuk skolah nanti

weeee...jadi ngebayangin yang aneh2...ahahhaa....

yasudahlah .. hari libur gw nikmatin aja .. wkwkwk..!!

Libur tlah tiba .. libur tlah tiba .. xP

Kenapa ?

Gw udah bisa lupain lo .. dan gw bangga akan itu .. karna lupain org kea lo aja

gw hrus abisin waktu berbulan2 buat merenung ..

pas gw udh lpain lo .. knp lo dteng lagi ? dteng dsaat gw lgi ada mslah .. dsaat gw lgi bingung

n lo dteng dgn nasehat2 lo,hiburan lo .. kea guardian angel yang tiba2 jatoh dri langit ..

gw seneng ada yg pdli n ada bwt gw .. n lo jg yg bisa bwat gw lpain mslah gw .. n bwat gw

sedkit lebih tenang .. gw dha ga mikirin masa lalu gw ..bwat gw lo skrng bkn mantan

ataw apapun itu .. lo sahabat gw ..

gw cma mw ini jadi lembaran baru bwat gw ma lo .. bwat hdup gw jg .. gw ma lo cuma sahabat boy .. ga

lebih ... wlwpn lo blg gw kan sahabat lo,lebih dari sahabat malah .. mungkin lo koko angkat gw ..

ataw apapun itu .. tapi gw lebih  seneng lo jadi shabat gw boy .. hahha .. jadi kita sahabatan aja

lo sahabat yang bae kok .. lo pngertian n pdli ma orng laen .. cuma ya , hahaha a.. begtu lha ..

wlwpn dlo lo nyktin gw,gw ga pernah dndam ma lo .. ahhaha ..namanya jg manusia .. klo ga bwat

slah bkn manusia donk .. hahaha .. gw ga nysel knal ma orng kea lo .. yg kdang suka aneh ..

punya sikap yg bisa dibilang cukup unik .. tapi lo bner2 bae ma gw,lo care,lo penghibur yang sangath baik ..lo bisa bwat gw ktwa terbahak2 dsaat gw lgi sangath sdih .. hahaha.. n gw mw thx banget bwat smwnya ..

wlwpn gw prnh syg ma lo .. mungkin masih x ya .. hmm .. tapii gw dha tenang kok ..lo ada bwat gw lgi

sbg shbt gw..

gw cma mempertanyakan aja .. knp lo dteng lgi pas gw udh lpain lo ?? kenapa lo tiba2 jadi guardian

angel gw yg seakan2 turun dari langit .. ahhaha ..! kenapa lo ga biarin gw lupa ma lo ?

tapi gw rsa gw ga perlu bhas n mikirin itu lagi .. hahaha ..

BoA - Girls on top

Everyone's telling me, I should be, somebody I don't wanna be

I feel you watching, my every move,
The pressure's coming down on me
(I'm much more than the girl next door you see)
Don't you tell me what to do,
Gonna make my decisions on my own
(Are you ready) 'Cause I'm ready to move up

This is who I am so I just wanna be true to myself
(That's just the way I like it, don't wanna be somebody else)
If you could understand, why it's never enough
(I'm gonna make it happen, who says there can't be girls on top)

A pretty face, sexy waist, pearls and lace, everybody wants to have a taste
Fake and superficial, it ain't what defines a perfect girl

Take the chance today, doesn't matter what they say about me anyway
(Get it up) I'll show you how (Get it up) Let's do it now
It's the point of no return, there are lessons that you've got to learn
Imma give it to ya, take it up higher

This is who I am so I just wanna be true to myself
(That's just the way I like it, don't wanna be somebody else)
If you could understand, why it's never enough
(I'm gonna make it happen, who says there can't be girls on top)

Everyone's telling me, I should be, somebody I don't wanna be

I won't ever let them get me. Shake it like the way I like it

Open up your mind, we can make it work if we take the time
To realize we're all the same inside
You can't judge me by the way that I look on the exterior, no
I just can't take it anymore

[RAP]

All my girls on top if you're feeling me, throw your hands up high yeah
(Go baby, girl rise up, throw your hands up, do you like that?)
Free your mind today, don't be afraid to take the lead yeah
(Go baby, go baby) Yeah

This is who I am so I just wanna be true to myself
(That's just the way I like it, don't wanna be somebody else)
If you could understand, why it's never enough
(I'm gonna make it happen, who says there can't be girls on top)

INSOMNIA ..

Insomnia adalah teman baruku juga sebagai musuh..Dia memainkan kenanganku seperti film untuk menjaga aku dari tidurku.melihat semua kesedihan yang aku rasakan dan semua kemarahan yang aku seharusnya tidak aku rasakan..Rasa takut, rasa sakit, dan rasa tidak aman yang mendorongku menepi. Sesuatu jauh di dalam diriku yang tidak bisa menebus kesalahan. Mengepalkan perutku, hatiku berdetak cepat, dan air mata di mataku. Mengapa tidak akan berhenti..?? Mengapa aku tidak dapat beristirahat..?? Biarkan aku tidur dan bermimpi malam ini agar aku bisa menemukan kedamaian..pagi akan segera datang dan pikiran-pikiran ini akan berhenti

ada yang ada dan tau lagu ini : Let Me Cry - Mila Mason

I don't want your sympathy
I can't believe you're telling me
That you don't love me anymore
You say that we can still be friends
And in time my heart will mend
Well, that ain't what I'm looking for

So let me cry by myself
'Cause these tears will help
To wash away the pain
I know in time they will dry
But for now please go away and let me cry

Tell me is there someone new
That you've given your love to
Or is it something that I've done?
Don't think I'll ever understand
We could come this far and then
You could leave me here alone and

Let me cry by myself
'Cause these tears will help
To wash away the pain
I know in time they will dry
But for now please go away and let me cry

I know in time they will dry
But for now please go away and let me cry
But for now please go away and let me cry

Avril Lavigne - Anything but ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Hmm ..

It would be better if I just moved on, found someone new. . . but I can't. What hurts the most isn't that he's moving on. . . it's the fact that if I walk away, he won't follow me.
I can't stand that.
When he looks at me with those melt-my-heart brown eyes, I almost die, knowing that I had him, then lost him, for I was afraid to let anyone break my barriers. It's sad because he did what I tried to prevent him from doing. He smuggled his way into my heart, then ripped himself out, leaving a nasty hole in it's place.
I hate him. . .
And yet, I can't help but love him. . .

Friends .. ^^

A friend is someone who will catch you when you fall, dry your tears and tell you it will be all right, pretend to be happy just to cheer you up, never leave you by yourself, attempt to talk to you at least once a day no matter what, make you laugh when you're sad, call back if you hang up on them, make everything you two do together into something fun no matter how boring it is, always remind you of your inside jokes, finish your sentences, think the same way you do, follow you wherever you go, stop you from doing something stupid or hurting yourself, and they're always willing to give up something that means a lot to them because they can be sure you'll always be there in return, and because to them you'll always mean more than you can imagine.

Sedikit tentang saya ..

Hmm .. sebenarnya sih gw ga bgtu tertarik dengan hal seperti ini .. tapi temn gw blg coba aja lah,siapa tau bisa mengurangi beban pikiran gw yang mnrt gw udah sumpek sesumpek2nya..wkwkwk..! .. okelah gw pkir2 ga ada salahnya juga dcoba .. hahaha..xD

hmm .. mungkin gw mlai dri ..sni :

nama gw cindy .. lengkapnya cindy chin .. gw biasa dipanggil ncin .. knp gw dipanggil ncin ? gw sndiri jg ga tw .. dan anehnya gw terbiasa dipanggil sperti itu .. haha..gw masih smp .. gw punya 1 emak,1 bapak,1 ade cowo dan 1 ade cewe .. gw pikir udah cukup memperkenalkan diri gw..

dannn ...

gw buat blog ini buat mencurahkan isi hati gw ,menceritakan tentang hidup gw disni..wkkww.. ! bwt mengurangi beban pikiran gw ..ahahha..karena gw ga tw maw crita ma sapa .. dan gw jg ga tw siapa yang bisa dipercaya ..ahahah..!

yasudah.. itu tidak penting ..hahah..

gw masih sangath tidak terbiasa bermain dengan 'blog' bahkan gw masih ga ngerti .. tapi gw mw berusaha mempelajarinya  < asik> wkkww..! lama2 jg biasa..enjoy aj dhe..=)

hmm ..gw pikir2..udah dulu dhe .. smpe sni dlo ..gw ga tw lagi harus ngetik apa lagi ..

dan jg hari sudah malam ..waktunya tiidduur .. !

byeee..!!! kwwkkw..~_~